Time for you
- Katie Rudland
- Dec 31, 2020
- 3 min read
Updated: Jan 1, 2021
We have been so conditioned to be a certain way through our programming, parents/guardians (or lack of) school curriculums, other people we meet, life experiences, fear, media, the list can go on... but deep down behind all those walls we may have built, the one thing we all should be teaching and showing more importance of is love, how to be it and how truly wonderful it is to live a life that comes from a space of love. No one deep down really wants to go through life with a lack of it and we all have the ability to be it, just it gets so lost.
Is this why it takes us so long to then find ourselves?
Because we are constantly fed by the outer world distractions and so conditioned to be a certain way, we never get the chance to simply just be and to learn deeply who we truly are. Which creates this search that so many of us end up going on.
Do you know what you are seeking, what you're trying to find?
Is it you?

Ask yourself deeply, what is it that you are truly looking for?
Answers?
A Feeling?
Direction?
Guidance?
If you're searching for a feeling, strip it all back and for so many of us that feeling is love. You can try so hard to find it, attaching yourself to people, places, things, situations in the hope that it will create this feeling that you are looking for. Only to eventually realise that when you come away from that outer search, all the answers you seek are within you.
If you have that inner knowing that you're searching then you are a lot further ahead of yourself than you may realise, for when awareness arises you've already seen a clearing in the fog. You do have a choice, to either start it all over and begin the process of searching in the outer world again or to finally surrender to the fact that it's time to start focusing on self and create a life that's right for you. For when you come from a place of love, you will be matched with that energy in your outside world.
For when you live and lead a life of truth, love and compassion, it radiates back.
I really hope this year has helped you to do exactly that. Even just the tiniest step of having an inner knowing that you want to start getting to know who you are and live a life that is aligned to you, is still a step. Being able to get into the depths within to free yourself from what is no longer serving you, so you can move forwards is truly life changing. For you will learn to become the observer, become more aware and begin to start stepping out of fear and living a life of more courage and strength. Those deep feelings (not thoughts) of feeling sick or anxious in your tummy are feelings that are there for a reason to teach you. Once you start listening and observing those more, you will become more in tune with yourself.
It can get tiresome holding on to all that old baggage that keeps weighing you down. Looking for someone else to take it on for you wont make it go away, blaming others for it isn't going to make it any easier. You don't need to keep carrying it around with you.
Allow yourself some time to reflect, for it is only in still waters that the mind becomes clear.

There is so much beauty and wonder in this world if you allow your eyes to open and start seeing it all.
The journey of getting to know yourself and learning to love yourself is what will set you free. Learning to let go and surrender and walk that path of freedom is one liberating feeling.
We all have our own battles and demons to fight but the more you work on yourself the easier it gets and slowly life becomes lighter. your days become brighter, your smile glows and you start seeing magick.
You deserve to shine.
Wishing you all health, happiness and blessings forever and always 💛🙏💛
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