Welcome to My Bespoke Journal and Welcome to My World
That's what I believe we are being asked of right now, that's what I feel is being shown to us at this time.
Now it's been a while since I wrote and shared any musings and when I became aware of this I initially felt sad as I truly love to write so much and it's a constant reminder of one of my loves and passions and at the same time I trust the timing, always!
So here we are...
I have been digesting life, embracing change and direction, a constant in this world! For me there is always such fascination with life, the ways in which we 'think' and 'feel' so deeply it may be going a certain way and all of sudden it changes. Forever embracing life, death and rebirth, funnily enough I have lived on my pluto line a lot of my life and boy do I feel it, I carry a lot of mutative energy in my 'big 3' in astrology and forever dancing with the beauty of flow and surrender.
It's amazing the ways in which experience and see life, we are so interwoven and connected and how when you show up to life it consistently meets you and shows up for you too. Self-discovery is such a beautiful way of being and living, deep self-enquiry inspires me all the time. I love to get into 'me' I love the ways in which I deepen connection to myself and in turn witness the deeper connection with others.
The reason I wrote the title as it is is because I feel life is constantly giving us opportunities and gifts to feel it all and ultimately to transmute and create deeper freedom within. To release the stuck emotions and trauma held and stored in the body. The body is fascinating, I love the way it constantly shows us what we need if we get quiet and listen to it, forming this beautiful relationship with ourselves.
I've been on a very deep personal journal with myself having started my kundalini teacher training earlier this year and I really feel this ties in so deeply with my path and purpose of intimacy.
When someone asked me 'what is kundalini yoga? 'I feel I am still gaining clarity but right now for me it is a deepening, an intimate relationship with yourself and your body, your organs and your internal world. An opening to yourself. For me it is deepening my relationships, my commitments, my practice and my devotion. It's the dance, the ways in which you enter and explore yourself and then in turn with others. It's a chance and opportunity to get completely transparent with self. I feel it's a journey or adventure into consciousness. It gives you your awareness, it allows you to take care of your radiance and then your radiance will take care of everything else. I believe the movement of kundalini energy is what wakes us up. It's awakening and circulating energy on a regular basis. A beautiful way to get to know yourself and love yourself deeply.
Work with your own energy and what you are blessed with will come through
I am very passionate about working directly Kundalini as I am seeing profound shifts in my energy and the inner strength and power I have within myself. The power to be able to stand with the suffering, to remain open, to feel it all. The more we open and expand ourselves, not only does this open us to feel more pleasure it also opens the capacity to feel the pain. It is a surrendering into yourself, a transcending deep dive into the emotional realm. To transmute wounds into wisdom, trauma into tantra and pain into power.
What an adventure, what a life!
Ahh so many adventures to go on and how magical it is that you don't even have to 'go' anywhere. The exploration of your internal landscape is magical! I think I've said it here before, perhaps not. An avid traveller, exploring my own inner realms, taking myself on inner pilgrimages, this connects with my love for travel and also the ways in which I guide and take others to explore their internal realms. This then takes me to explore external pilgrimages too.
As within, so without.
I recently found myself being called to Avebury once more, such profound moments have happened to me there and then I also recently discovered and went to a holy spring in Norfolk. I had no idea that lots of people travel to on pilgrimages from all over to this place so close by. I'm so fascinated that you can truly live anywhere and continue to discover such beauty and magic wherever you may be. Just a few miles from where you are living, or across the globe, there really is such beauty everywhere if you choose to look and see it this way. I remember sharing this when I was in Spain and I feel to leave this share with it...
...when you truly learn and master the art of surfing the universal law of rhythm, you learn to catch the waves and surrender to the flow, allowing energy and vibration to be your guidance, witnessing the true essence of nature, always transforming through an expected cycle.
Let me ask you...are you willing to keep your heart open and feel it all?
Do you have any observations, reflections you would like to share?
I invite you to leave a comment or reach out to me if you are interested in working with me - katie@bespokejourney.co.uk
Love and Blessing's
Katie
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